F...Finals

wtf, its a friday and it doesn't feel like it at all. It doesn't feel like any specific day either. it just... is. F...ing final tomorrow.

I'm on adderall right now. I wanted to read this book. I sorta got side tracked and didn't read as much as i wanted. Its an astronomy class so the pictures were interesting so i just started staring at them and focusing on other things. the test is monday so i don't really have to worry so much. I got back on track and it is working pretty well. I never tried this or ritalin before this past week, but i have done both now.

I feel like a different person than i normally do and i feel weird writing even this. really nonchalant right now... I don't think that is what it is 'supposed' to do. Whatever, after this week of finals i won't do it for another 4 months at the least but honestly i don't think i'll do it more than 2-3 times a semester ever. Basically only when i really need to. -> f... finals. Also i feel like I am a moral person but have my own set of morals (different than most people's, i feel) and this sorta feels like cheating to me. I might not do it for these finals but i have to think about it a bit and determine if it is immoral. I mean, caffeine has the same effect but at a lesser extent and just makes you hyper. But caffeine is not a prescription drug and I am not diagnosed with ADD so it sorta like cheating. I don't know; I'll think about it. This adderall sure is making me think about it though.


As for hangovers, i really don't get them that much. I really don't get why but I'll blackout and sometimes even puke and not feel a hangover the next day whereas i have to listen to people complain about theirs.

How much did you take? I am prescribed and I'll admit that sometimes I don't know whether or not I'm focusing, or just tripping...

The stuff is great though. It really helps you stay focused.

Well midterms actually. I have one coming up at 11am and **** it. I dont even care any more. Been studying for a long ass time and now I just hate the material.

And what the **** is up with the censoring.

It's just the mother****ing man trying to keep you down...

Well midterms actually. I have one coming up at 11am and **** it. I dont even care any more. Been studying for a long ass time and now I just hate the material.

I feel ya I just had a test yesterday. But college prepares you for real life... which also sucks.

I feel ya I just had a test yesterday. But college prepares you for real life... which also sucks.


I have one tomorrow at 3pm a freaking final at 3pm on a Friday! Screw college

I would trade work for school any day of the week. I cannot believe just how awesome school actually was. Enjoy it, it is all downhill from here.

Enjoy college while you can. In real life you don't get a month off for Christmas or 3 months off for the summer. Unless you're a teacher I guess.

Ahhh the days of college...thinking it was so hard and so overwhelming. I dream of those days. College is a cake walk compared to life and jobs.