[love them hogs]

I feel like i have come to grips with my own mortality a long time ago.Ever since I started high school someone close to me has died or been murdered.It felt like every year I had to go to one or two funerals and it just numbed me to it I guess.It went on for about four or five years and then just stopped.


I have learned that there is truly only one thing in life that is for sure , and that is that one day you and me will be dead.So you better make sure that all the people in your life know how much you love them everyday.Not just when you get around to it,everyday.

On a related note, how do you guys feel about viewings?Personally I dont want everyones last image of me to be my body in a casket.Everytime I think of the people I have lost in my life,no matter what memory I recall of them, the image of them dead in thier casket inevitably comes.I just dont want to be remembered like that.