[Beemnseven]

It was tough for me to get mad at my team today.

I never thought I'd cry at the death of a man I never knew, never even met. But through all the pregame tributes, the moments of silence, it finally hit me. I've been tearing up all day.

For some reason, during one of the sideline shots, I was looking for #21.

I have no idea why. I guess there's still a part of me that still can't believe he's gone.