[sdskinsfan2001]

Originally from Northern California and all of my family still is. I only see them once a year (during Christmas). And my parents twice a year. I was born in June, they usually come down for my birthday, but not this year. I flew up there in October without any hiccups, which I am very thankful for. But CA statewide is just getting absolutely pummeled with COVID right now and my mom has COPD.

So fucking torn on if I should fly up there or cancel it. I feel like an asshole if I go and an asshole if I don't. Feels like there is no right choice.

I'm an only child too, so my mom doesn't have any other children that can be there.

I'm supposed to leave Tuesday but am making a decision by tomorrow afternoon. Leaning towards canceling it and not pushing my family's luck on October already going well.

Fuck 2020.